I thought I’ve moved on. For various reasons.
Until last night, I had a dream about this person. This particular person whom I thought I have forgotten. The dream was vivid, horrific, upsetting, and making me sick to the stomache even a few hours later as I’m writing this article. And it brought me to this question. Have I really moved on?
I have read a lot of article on how to let go. I still go to my psychiatrist from time to time. I have been taking my medication regularly — except last night, actually because my doctor asked me to reduce my intake. I bought hypnosis apps — A LOT of them, and listen to it every night until I fall asleep to deal with my messy sub-conscious.
And the most important thing for me is, we never see each other anymore. What else can I do? I’m running out ideas on how to move on.
I even don’t know what moving on means anymore.
It’s probably just a myth.